eternal sunshine of the spotless mind - a confused retrace

i finally saw 'eternal sunshine of the spotless mind', i mean from the starting till the end, the very end which i couldn't pick anyways. i knew the plot but didn't know the end. i still don't...

life is like snaps put together.

what i liked about jim carey was the way he fidgeted in the movie. he is a simple guy and he loves this girl in his nice, simple way. he wants her and his want for her is so strong that he gets angry. anger which is very soon [moments later] beaten by the love that he has inside him for her. he brings small gifts for her. he likes it when she smiles looking at the gifts. her smiles gives him some weird kind of satisfaction. he loves her smiles anyways. he loves the way she pouts when she smiles that subtle smile. he loves her hair. he loves touching her hair. he loves to talk to her. he feels deprived when she isn't there and he feels discontent when he isn't telling her how much he loves her.

she is some sort of maverick, living a past of strong relationship. but even with the lover that's alive in her, he is drown in his own love for her.

simple or plain to me is concentrated and demanding. love is so too i guess. the problem is when this simplicity can't recognize the layers of emotions in the other person.

the highlight of the movie being the way he goes to a company to get his memories of her deleted. but halfway through the process he realises [that he took the stupid decision of erasing his memories of her in some fit of anger] that she is too precious for him and the moments in which she loved him back were the only moments in life he can cling to. he doesn't want them to be deleted. he doesn't want her to not be.

she wore the black dress

i don't like changing my template and i have said this before... in fact i don't like the notion of change itself. but my notions withstanding change is important. there have been very [many and] old requests [from some very desirable looking females] that i change this colour to that and do this and do that with the template but call it laziness or aversion to change [and plus those were the golden old days when there used to be plethora of female visitors to this blog], i have never been able to change anything.

i even thought of changing the MC pic on the top of my sidebar. but there hasn't been an inspiration till now.

i have a very strong reason to change the pic and put the smaller version of the new one here now. tell me if you like this one better or the one on the side-bar. i probably would not listen to your reasons though :p [until and unless you are AMC herself maybe]

she has that rocking bobcut

it came as a surprise to me. i mean i myself don't exactly recall the post in which i would have written but i like short hairs more than long. and i do remember talking about halle berry. i haven't seen monster's ball but i have seen its previews and i think with the kind of hair she had in that movie, she looked stunning. regarding long hair, i like them only when they are tied the way betty of archies series does and the lot depends on the person's features too but still. but none of the type are better than the bobcuts as, i guess, they are popularly called.

i guess i have my polaroid aviators for more than a year now and i have not stopped liking them at all. plus have got approval from some of the people whose opinion i care about too. the next one that i want, the ones i was talking about with a dear one are the original ray bans - one with green glasses and the other with grey glasses and steel rim. and the dear one asked, when will you wear which? and i was like: umm... ummm... ummmm... [and some stupid answer]. but the question remains - when?

tagging-games kids play

i has been long since the fashion of tagging bloggers you know has gone, so this tag was more of a surprise. and i didn't do it cause of the same old reason why i ain't blogging as much. other than lack of interest it seems to be laziness.

but johny asked me to do it so here goes:-

but before anything; cmon johny, how in the world can you even attempt such a nonsensical tag! but i can imagine the reason after looking at the name of the blogger who tagged you ;)

3 things i enjoy doing in summers

mangoes, the big bright yellow ones which have huge meat. i don't really love the dushehries. i find them messy thus disappointing.

girls, absolutely [the lack of layers and layers of clothing really compensates for lots of other stuff]

cold water baths in the evenings [it is not as much fun in the mornings as it is in the evenings. it feels like you are spraying life on to yourself]

i won't tag anyone because this is an absolutly idiotic tag.

broken

anil wanted to not love anyone because pooja was married

pooja was married to someone she didn't love but she was learning... to love him

shalu was making up her mind to not ever get married because the one she wanted to got married to pooja

vicky worked late and hard and drove when he wanted to cry because he screwed the life of 2 people - pooja and shalu

saurabh was disillusioned, he was the most eligible bachelor in the college, he had always wondered in pain why do anamika not love him when every other girl in the college did

anamika wanted to get the hell out of the college and the world because the man she loved for 4 years won't ever come back from the spot where he was killed in a freak motorbike accident

deepti sometimes wonders why did she leave the city and mukesh behind, but maybe he was same as all the men she loved and never got anything in return

its been 7 years and mukesh is still waiting, she said she'll come and said she will call him before coming, mukesh wonders if she is dialing the correct number

rekha talks to people because they must have talked to atul and talking with them she hopes that they might speak about atul and lend her something to cling to in life

atul wants to live alone, because when he is alone divya is everywhere