eternal sunshine of the spotless mind - a confused retrace

i finally saw 'eternal sunshine of the spotless mind', i mean from the starting till the end, the very end which i couldn't pick anyways. i knew the plot but didn't know the end. i still don't...

life is like snaps put together.

what i liked about jim carey was the way he fidgeted in the movie. he is a simple guy and he loves this girl in his nice, simple way. he wants her and his want for her is so strong that he gets angry. anger which is very soon [moments later] beaten by the love that he has inside him for her. he brings small gifts for her. he likes it when she smiles looking at the gifts. her smiles gives him some weird kind of satisfaction. he loves her smiles anyways. he loves the way she pouts when she smiles that subtle smile. he loves her hair. he loves touching her hair. he loves to talk to her. he feels deprived when she isn't there and he feels discontent when he isn't telling her how much he loves her.

she is some sort of maverick, living a past of strong relationship. but even with the lover that's alive in her, he is drown in his own love for her.

simple or plain to me is concentrated and demanding. love is so too i guess. the problem is when this simplicity can't recognize the layers of emotions in the other person.

the highlight of the movie being the way he goes to a company to get his memories of her deleted. but halfway through the process he realises [that he took the stupid decision of erasing his memories of her in some fit of anger] that she is too precious for him and the moments in which she loved him back were the only moments in life he can cling to. he doesn't want them to be deleted. he doesn't want her to not be.