sweetness isn't always reciprocated with 100% honesty

i came home downcast. i was not a lot tired. i didn't work as much to be tired. everyone took notice of it, and for obvious reasons. i ain't silent, at least with people i am comfortable with.

i guess it was because of something else that i realised just now. i guess i am unhappy because mv went laying some female today and was frivolous about the fact that kj was calling him when he was busy screwing. [i don't user abbreviations but i am using them for the sake of privacy]. kj is a very sweet rich girl [a baby face kid you won't want to touch for the fear that it would be corrupted], qualities i don't believe exist together and she seem to care about mv too - maybe even love him. mv is a good friend and i was happy he was laying another female, something inside me went sad.

but then, guess, mv has his needs while kj isn't very willing about some things. hope no one is hurt in the end.