same old crap

i have always said and believed that expectations are useless. well, not always, but for say around an year maybe.

you keep on expecting and you start behaving like you own the expectations when you don't even know what do you expect. or what is the extent of your expectations.

there is no point time and again repeating the same crap. just keep doing your stuff. don't expect people to do anything for you. just keep doing your stuff. but i guess that is what is called experience. it should be something like this - you should be like that rubber ducky which baths with you, makes you happy [it is still not expected to feel happy that it did at any point of time made you happy though becasue it after all is a rubber ducky], it should be on your discretion how much you play or not play with the ducky or how much you kick or not kick the ducky. It should keep nice smiling beak of its on for you. It should be that sort which should feel bad when you feel bad but should not feel bad for itself. and if at any point of time you feel that the rubber ducky is unhappy you should make it recall that it is an "artificial" ducky and that everybody in the world, your folks, your friends know that it is just a ducky. finally it should remember that it is a rubber ducky.

and as a friend demanded, and if it would not have been for the financial obligations, today i would want to close this blog too.