these days

it has been days since i updated this blog. in fact it would be wrong for me to say that i "updated" it, because i don't update it, it write it. i update my other blog [coming up very nicely] which is taking shape of what i really would like it to be.

in fact even now i do not have anything to write. maybe because there is some mess in my mind. maybe because i do not have a line to tread. my mood is swinging too fas these days. i am feeling bad one moment and then feeling better the other. plus my sex life is crap and i at this moment for some moment have resigned to the fact. thank God, He gave man something called imagination [and intelligent adolescent friends for in-house tutorials] otherwise men would have been killed by the urges itself.

i was looking at my blogroll some moments back when i realized that i have not updated it for quite some time. it is not indicative of which blogs i still read and which i don't. neither it contain other than those listed which i read. i am thinking of updating it. my mood in next 15 minutes would decide if i would or not.

my b'day came and went. had some nice time at home with half the cousins. shot some videos too :) got one of the best looking shirts of my life.

i don't do much about my single status and om looked half-concerned about it after reading my last blog, which is why he gave me some gyan. he was right, i know, if i would change my manners, i don't know. we might go for a tiny trek couple of days later on. i wish i had a female to take along for you-all-by-now-know-what.

there is this girl who i fancy day and night out these days. i won't tell you about her. what i might tell is that i would love to 69 her.