some people and things

there is this house in my block where there is a wedding today or i guess tomorrow. so today when i was reciting hanuman chalisa, they were playing 'chalo chalein' from jism and we all know how haunting a song that is and that i don't really like to listen to it. i was reciting the chalisa hard and trying to keep my mind off basu's legs and sub-consciousness off the chords of the music.

i was thinking of closing my this blog but something happened because of a reaction to my last post which is why i think i would not be closing it because now if i close it, it would look like i closed it for someone which is not true because i was thinking of closing it in someone's dedication.

it is very funny how people meet, for how much time and how close they come and then they again go far apart. take for example a chat room. you haven't seen a person, haven't heard his voice and you meet because your mouse was not working and when you double clicked chatroom number 4, you were taken to chatroom number 5 where there was a person who just logged out when you logged in and in that moment of fumbling with the mouse clicks because you wanted to go back to chatroom 4, you send an offliner to the person. the person was sick of the chatroom which is why she logged out, but when she logs in another day she sees your offliner and reply you back. and you start talking... and stop after a month because she gets a lot irritated by your typographical mistakes and at that moment you realise it hurts.