pain

life has it's own painful way of snatching things from you which you have grown fond of

or

is it just that the things that you have grown fond of are tore suddenly off from you is when you feel the pain [which you have been oblivious of till now] and all that pain when stacked together make a chain called life?

it happens every 8-10 months and it fucking happens with the one i am most fond of. and the worst thing is that you can not do anything about it. i am very bitter.